word to ya mutha.....word bitch!

uncle sam will feel my fury, i will rip off his nuts, slit his throat and taste his blood!!!! ok kids i made $27,000 dollars last year and they took about 6,500 of that our of my checks and they raped me really good! i get back a whole 300 dollars from what they stole from me and thats not the best part i owe the state money because i'm not poor in there eyes! FUCKING BASTARDS! GRRRR I HATE THEM ALL!!!!!!!!!! plus i got Cornall Sanders as my tax pro, and he kept fucking everything thing up because he was retarded and i spent like an hr and a half in there and he kept making me feel like his fuck ups were my fault!!!

so things are still going good, i am moving back to vinny after the holidays...sometime...probably around tax season, me anf Josh are getting a place together, YAY! no more fighting for alone time!

so things are going wonderfully, the boy is amazing and i think my parents are starting to be decent human beings.... who would have guessed? mom told me this morning that her and dad are paying for my car to get fixed ( i hit a curb and bent one of my rims) and paying off my computer(a good $800) for no apparent reason, i would say either they helped my brother fix his blazer( its been having some problems i know) they feel guilty ( for telling me i am going to hell and being jerks) or its an early x-mas present( which i doubt but skill and option) hmmm idk.....

so...uh...uhm....... i just came out to my dad..... he didn't freak out like i thought he would.... but i still got the disapproving look.... i am really not sure how to feel about this.... part of me wants to bawl my eyes out for knowing that i hurt him for just being me, the other part wants to throw a party for actually doing it and the feeling of relief it brings to just be myself, but now i can actually be happy...truly happy with myself and let myself be happy with Josh and know that i don't have this big secret hanging around like a dark cloud, still really confused on how to handle this..... he didn't yell or anything, but i don't think he will ever look me in the eye again... i need to go pass out...

~Justin

I'm officially taken..... now how to break it to the parental units..........thats a problem for another day....

so.... things with the boy have gone to great things, not official yet but moving there quickly! talks about moving in together! possibly after X-mas, Fuck holidays and i think i am done here!

no one txt me for a bit, i dropped my phone last night when i was getting out of my car and cracked the screen so i can only see half of it :( AT&T is sending me a new one, it should be here friday of saturday, so after then it will be ok, gosh i suck and i wasn't even drunk or nothin!!! lol

so me and j boo talked, my cousin has a place by the river here near Carlisle and it is perfect, secluded, back to nature, we decided that Sept 28,29,and 30 (Friday,Saturday,Sunday) is good, if interested please leave me a comment or call me, i think you all have my cell number if not its, 812-899-0129, obeetaybee?


~Justin